I’m still having sexual orientation OCD

2021.09.20 13:42 mdawgz09 I’m still having sexual orientation OCD

Hi! I’ve posted here before but I’m 20F and I identify as asexual and lesbian.
I’ve been thinking, and since being bisexual (or the possibility of being attracted - which I think I am - to men absolutely freaks me out) scares me but is it wrong of me to want to just be gay and call myself gay if I could be bisexual?
Since working out that I’m queer and that I have the possibility of being with women, I don’t want to be with men. Could I? Meh, I think I’d have sex with men (but I like penetration over penis itself) but I’d hate it and I could date a man (it would be sooooo much easier) but I think I’d be missing something or not as happy compared to being with women.
I also always worry that I’m not actually “attracted” to women as I am with men. I mean, I have crushes (more like obsessions) with celebs and fictional males but I rarely do with women - though I have started going down the rabbit hole of lesbian TikTok and my god there is some STUNNING girls on there 😂.
I just don’t know how I feel about men 😂 like I can see a man (celeb, fictional or rarely IRL) that I find attractive but I think I’ve been use to the norm of seeing a male and I should be thinking about them sexually, but even when I see certain people like Jason Momoa or Alexander Dreymon, I’m like “oof they’re attractive” but I don’t want to sleep with them or anything like that.
I guess I’m asking if identifying as asexual (I’m asexual but want sex) bisexual homoromantic is a thing or if I should just say that I’m gay since I don’t want to be with men?
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2021.09.20 13:42 MayaBehati Hey! Who keeps sticking lettuce in my ZZ pot?

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2021.09.20 13:42 Ajmal_Hussain Currently i have 1600 coins and i need 950 left for next premium pass

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2021.09.20 13:42 Beljimper3 Tomorrowland Winter España

Hola a todos!! Somos un grupo de 3 personas y buscamos a un cuarto/a para completar el paquete de unos 960€. Somos muy majetes y con muchas ganas de disfrutar de la nieve y el festival. Si alguien está interesado, que me escriba. Gracias!
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2021.09.20 13:42 JustinLaFrance The story behind Segro: The app for time usage insights from your calendar

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2021.09.20 13:42 unchainedmelody162 So I finally convinced my parents to let me watch Love, Simon (SPOILERS FOR "Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda", "Leah on the Offbeat" AND "Love, Simon")

A couple issues I had, with fan reactions I've seen and the movie: (minor details)
-In the book, it's stated pretty clearly that Leah's on the bigger side (not bodyshaming, it's stated by her in Leah on the Offbeat that she's comfortable with her body weight and she calls herself "fat"). However, in the movie, she's a skinny girl. Anybody else see that and go "huh?", or just me nitpicking?

-The book has Simon's email as ["hourtohour.notetonote@gmail.com](mailto:"hourtohour.notetonote@gmail.com)" but in the movie it's ["frommywindow1@gmail.com](mailto:"frommywindow1@gmail.com) " It's not too big of a deal, and the idea is the same, but they could have kept the email the same.

-People keep saying that Leah dresses way too not-straight for a straight girl, but LET'S REMEMBER IN LEAH ON THE OFFBEAT SHE'S CANONICALLY bisexual. SHE DATES ABBY AND Y'ALL ARE SAYING SHE'S STRAIGHT. maybe people haven't read the books /nm /lh

-and on leah's note, how come they put an unnecessary leah x simon opportunity in the movie??? like why give the straights™ a chance to infiltrate? that's NEVER mentioned in the books, why not have leah hurt over simon getting her false hope w/ nick. or better yet, follow the book and have the friends outraged at martin and not mad at nick

unnecesary rant over <3 over all i really did love the movie, one of my favorites especially since i feel like i never see any lgbt movies (where main character is lgbt) that isn't fetishizing gay ppl
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2021.09.20 13:42 BanoffeePrincess I feel so stupid and inept at everything.

I struggle a lot and it seems I'm getting worse at being able to do simple tasks on my own the older I get. I rely on my partner for help with most things but he works full time so there's times I have to try and do things myself that should be really easy like today. I'm doing a gift trade with someone as we each have a thing we both want so it's a simple gift swap but they're international, which I've never posted international before. I was being really strict with myself and forcing myself to make sure I got their address correct, going over and over it again that I completely forgot to write their name on the parcel and now its been sent off and I can't reprimand it. Its tracked and signed for but apparently that won't help because they live in a big apartment and they're really upset and stressed out. They haven't sent there's out yet so at least they can keep there's. I keep trying to say that it should be redelivered to me if it fails to be collected but apparently that's not helping.
I'm just having a huge depressing come down because I was actually really proud that I spent like an hour making sure I got the correct address and spelling and went to the post office alone and handed it all over myself. I hate leaving the house alone but I wanted to get this done for this person so they weren't waiting around until my partner was off work to help. Now I've messed it all up and there mad and I just feel dumb for ever thinking I could do anything. I hate being like this.i really hate it, I wish I could just function normally.
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2021.09.20 13:42 jesterxD_ [Community Event] The Billion SHIBA Homepage

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2021.09.20 13:42 TylerBlevin if you got a minute, I'd really appreciate if you could fill out this poll for my math class

https://forms.gle/sxhXebm3USs3zq5F9
it's very easy and simple about videogames
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2021.09.20 13:42 fuck-you5346 communism bad

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2021.09.20 13:42 Exystredofar Were you ever there?

All I ever wanted from you was answers, and for you to love me as I loved you. I don't understand why this world has been rigged against me from the start, or why you decided suffering was a worthy punishment for loving you.
You made the choice. You never gave me a chance. Tell yourself whatever you want to say, but we both know I'm the one telling the truth right now.
Why did you do it? Why did you decide I had to be punished because I loved you?
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2021.09.20 13:42 ReplyAccurate Kenny so proud he could return 200k shares until RC announces 500 new GME jobs, incoming!!!

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2021.09.20 13:42 All-These-Weapons Do we have any medical growers in the community?

Just wondering if anyone has gone through the hoops of getting a legal grow going that supply’s companies in Aus? Seems to be not out of reach with the right amount of money behind you.. it’s all on the Aus gov website.. it’s something I’d love to do that’s all, just wondering if anyone else has or knows of that happening on a smaller scale. Thanks
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2021.09.20 13:42 fallout1300gt [PS4] H: Camo Backpack plan W: Junk Yard Fountain plan

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2021.09.20 13:42 MEME1695 These eBay sellers getting out of hand… smh

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2021.09.20 13:42 tomtheomnom Based on real story.

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2021.09.20 13:42 perecastor Every program has there own variant of regex, Do you have some useful alias or alternative to make things consistent on most tools?

with sed parenthesis are not capture group by default but sometimes that's the opposite.
for grep you have the -G -E -P option but I don't know what's the most appropriate to make things consistent. I'm not sure if rip-grep uses extended regexp by default or something else.
Things will be easier if I can just choose and set the same behavior for every tool.
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2021.09.20 13:42 4frican Project Mainline

Been searching & asking questions trying to understand, but can't seem to wrap my fingers around it.. Just to get this straight.. does the project mean Android 12 will be available for download (even if only at a later date) on the PlayStore? How does it work exactly? What's the link with the PlayStore for?
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2021.09.20 13:42 haTface84 Second attempt posting my first Cowboy Ribeye

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2021.09.20 13:42 gr33nblu3 S1 cast - Instagram?

I’ve just binged watched S1 and want to stalk what the cast are up to now. I found Shanley’s and Amber’s Instagram accounts - and my jaw dropped as to how different they look! But it is nearing 10 years since the season aired.
So, anyone know the Instagram handles of other S1 cast members?
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2021.09.20 13:42 Jester4144 [PS4] W: bol/ap/sent pa set H: Lead

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2021.09.20 13:42 Brief_Worldliness162 Narcissist Bingo Board

Someone mention yogamort tick off all the red flags on Narcissist Bingo board. I can see there are some terms thrown out. Is it okay if we create a glossary with the themes and its explaination?
For eg I’m not sure what is virtue signaling , cherry picking etc
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2021.09.20 13:42 morsanu Jabra Elite 65e ASUS Laptop Connection Problems

Hi, there! I have my pair of Elite 65e for about half an year and I like them pretty much. I don't have any problems with them on my mobile devices.
But when I'm working at my laptop, sometimes, like 3-4 times a day, my voice becomes robotic for others in the call. I disconnect and connect the headset and it works ok.
Did you guys experience this? Did you find any solutions? Is there any dongle that I can buy to have a better connection with my laptop?
Thanks!
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2021.09.20 13:42 sashababy16 Cheap face cleansers

Hi I’m after a cheap daily face cleanser! I have dry skin but i occasionally get cystic pimples on my chin or small pimples on my forehead. I use the FAB cleanser but I’d like to find something that can help with my breakouts that doesn’t dry me out/moisturising. Is that possible? Thanks!!!
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